I keep sighing. My heart is heavy but I keep trying to lift it up. The fatigue is insane. I’m learning so much about how
Category: PTSD
The new nurse practitioner spent the first ten minutes telling me how we may not be a good fit. Finally I said, I never said
The grief has been too much. I could use a few hugs so I sent 15 of my friends an invitation to come to my
Content – Physical sbuse with some details. Sexual abuse. No details. I suddenly put 2 significant memories with the memory of the abuse of K.
CONTENT – Suicide. Abuse with few specifics. High emotion and anger. Not a light entry. I stayed in bed three days with the lights out.
Content – Domestic Violence When I saw the extensive dental bruises I was reminded of violence from youth right into my marriage. The photos trouble
Content – Alluding to sexual abuse. Talking about knowing my family for more than just their abuses. I’ve got an apartment inspection tomorrow morning. The
Sunflowers and Endurance
“At the end of the day we can endure much more than we think we can” – Freda Kahlo The art piece deals with loss
Anxiety comes over like waves. One minute my head is above water, the next I have waves of debilitating anxiety. It washes over me so