Desperation isn’t something I do well. I feel like I’m holding on by a thread. Part of me just wants to lie down and go to sleep while another part fears it terribly.Cappy is doing fine. He’s moping around and sluggish but he’s doing fine.
I’m worn out big time.
I didn’t want to take meds anymore but it seems that I can feel the difference and I’m not liking the difference. I think the therapist needs to back off. She’s holding too tightly. I suppose we’ll talk to her about it on Monday. I think the term; “Medication Nazi” has gotten under our skin. Morton is seething over it actually, while the rest of us grit our teeth in hopes that he doesn’t start to show his aggressive side. We likened the behavior of the people at the food pantry to nazi’s but the post itself was about Catholicism being attached to the pantry. We were not using the term nazi lightly. Our mother took torture techniques from the Nazi’s so we have very little if any tolerance for humor in that area. Some of the people we come from, long ago but I still think about them daily, but some of our people were in the camps and that also leaves very little room for Nazi humor. Of course she didn’t know that but trust me, on Monday she will. On the phone she spoke with Morton briefly. He had little to say. The phone conversation was short, which for her sake was good cause Morton is pissed big time. Waiting for him to blow is like sitting on the titanic waiting for it to sink, it’s slow but the inevitability is that the water is going to come above your head and take your breath away. He has bitten his tongue for our sake but I think on Monday I’ll have to mention to her that the Nazi stuff isn’t funny to us. Morton is a patient man until he feels provoked or someone inside feels unsafe. Then too he doesn’t always act aggressively, his language can be aggressive but unless the body is in physical danger he doesn’t get violent. This new therapist is a lightweight and therefore not a physical threat to us. She won’t have to worry about Morton feeling that there is a physical threat to the body. Oh, we should mention to her not to fuck over Sammy cause that will make him violent. I don’t know, she’s new, very new. But for her and for us, we should let her know what is what. I’ve said enough for now.
Destiny,
Second in Command
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