The People Behind My Eyes

October 05, 2005
Sometimes I’m okay. Right now I’m just scared.

Thursday 8:13 PM - October 6, 2005
Another up and down day…

I got to the food pantry today. They had a better variety this time. I was worried we’d get out there and they’d have nothing because of donating to the hurricane survivors. I’m actually fine with that though, I think the food should go to them. I would have been happy with a few cans of this or that but I got more than I expected to get. I wasn’t disappointed at all.

I got home and listened to my messages and my caseworker called to tell me she closed my food stamps and my medical insurance. At first I was all messed up over it but there isn’t anything I can do about it tonight. I haven’t heard from her in over a year. She doesn’t answer her phone and she doesn’t return phone calls unless it’s to say she has bad news about my benefits.

I haven’t heard from the sheriff either. I don’t know what’s up with him.
I need to throw some laundry in the washer so I can have something clean to wear tomorrow to therapy. I’m not looking forward to therapy. I’m definitely bringing Cappy because what we’re going to talk about is going to mess me up enough that I’m going to need his help getting home.
These are our paws.

Aussie

I had 2 meals today. Yeah for me!