I am so tired. After therapy I came home and crashed big time. I slept from 6:30pm to 9:45pm. My roommate called me to ask if I want to go to the food pantry in the morning. had he not called I’d still be sleeping right now. I did some work on his pc and got paid with 1/2 a slice of pecan pie. Lord! I’ll have to charge more than pie when I get this graphics thing up and going.
Therapy was draining. We talked about the homeless issues. I wanted to tuck my head and ball but I seemed to keep myself pretty contained. When I went in Cappy was all clingy for the first few minutes. He’d been that way all day. He knew Mama wasn’t feeling well at all. I was emotionally drained and somewhat dissociative. I guess I’m better than I was a few weeks ago because Cappy is back to his regular night time routine. He starts off in bed with me but when I wake up he’s on his pouch. When I was not doing well he slept beside me the entire night. He is a good way to gauge my true emotional state.
Well, I guess that’s all for now.
Austin
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