I saw him today. he’s overwhelmed by… well, everything….we’re okay though. at least I got to look at him to see what the expression on his face was. if I can’t look at him then I cant tell what he’s feeling. I like to try and read body language. I got to do that today and everything seemed fine. it’s what I said it was, his son, his jobs, his ex-wife, bills, his dog passing 5 months ago and the holiday season. I think he’s missing his mother too. he may be fearing the passing of his father as well. why can’t guys just talk? and say what they feel? why do women have to pull it out of them? I don’t understand it. hell, why didn’t I just stick with girls? I could have avoided the whole thing! but no! I had to venture into uncharted territory.
I told a friend today that the reason women were made was because after God made man he looked at him and said, “Well…that’s not gonna work!” Vuala, women had to be created to balance out men. It had to be that way. I mean, he could work the earth and what not but dont ask him to feel something and express it cause well, that is beyond the ability of men. yes, men are from mars and women are from everywhere else. the only planet that men come from is Mars. they haven’t ventured out because it might be too un-manly to do so. Lord! I’m whipped. I’m whipped I tell ya, just whipped.
Therapy was a bomb for me cause I switched on her. Dang it! a little one was out for a bit then Morton popped up for a half a second and told her he didn’t want to talk anymore. Man, it was hard keeping him from throwing shit. He wanted to throw shit so badly. And the look in his eye can be very frightening. I can feel the heat behind my eyes when he’s upset.
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