for today

the plan is to realize that i’m in a funk and not to push people away or try to use reason in any way. my reason is off right now. my tracking is off. i’m having difficulty seeing the real picture through all the fuzz.

i think being alone with my thoughts in this state is both good and bad. being alone with my thoughts means i have time to process things incorrectly after viewing them from a fuzzy picture. being alone with my thoughts means i can’t shove improper motives on otherwise straight people.

i feel like i’m losing my mind here. the worrying. constantly thinking. its exhausting.

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