the anger i feel right now is just ureal.
the anxiety is high too.
i started to jump up from this pc more than once just because the anxiety got too much.
pace the floor just to come back for a few minutes and then pace again.
i've been having these itching attacks too. i dont know what thats about. i'm wondering if it's what Colombo use to have. she got hives when she was anxious.
i think i've slept most of the last 2 days away but tomorrow/today i'm supposed to go with UK to her uncles house. it's almost 4am and i havent even gone to bed yet. i'm sooo putting it off. I hate sleep more than anything. i think i hate sleeping when the sun is down. it seems that when its up i can lay down but when its night time i fight it like nothing. the last few days that i've slept away have been actual days, not nights. hmmm… it seems like when the sun comes up a little voice in my head sounds off, "it's safe now. you can go to bed." i climb in with my furry family with very little difficulty.
right now my stomach is bubbling over. its been grumbling all day.
whatever
Destiny
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