The People Behind My Eyes

no word yet on him putting up the fence so Captain wont get back to this part of the yard.
He left around 7am. He should be back later this evening steaming hot and mad.

He’s not half as mad as I was when he told me he wanted me to clean up his yard and clean out the garage and that I needed to buy the tools myself. We do not have a working lawn mower, a week cutter or any other tools to do the work. He prefers to hike, to go to dances and out to dinner with friends. As I said, I’m happy he has a social life but when he refuses to do what he needs to do and wants me to do it for him for FREE then that’s when I have to put my foot down. I have to be careful where I step because of the glass, the rust and the of course the spare toilet parts that have been in the yard for years.

I suppose that he thinks I’m going to let it go and that I’ll pay my full rent next month with the fence laying on the ground. he’s wrong.

the pictures open up in their own window and get larger. They show in detail what the yard looks like. I tell ya, if someone thought I was making too much of this then hey, here it is. My neighbor said to me a few minutes ago, why are you taking pictures. If he sees you doing this he’ll kick you out. Well, you know the big brown fence you see in the shot? well, he paid to have one put up so that he didn’t have to keep seeing Barney’s yard. That is shameful. Also, while he does own the house he also rents to ME. he has a renter and as someone that rents an apartment he has responsibilities to ME, to his renter. All I want is for him to put up one section of a fence that fell. One section. Why am I not doing it myself? Because I can’t. I am physically unable to do it. I’m also not going to go out and purchase something to put his fence up!!!!

Or pay money to have the fence fixed then turn around and pay him full rent. That’s bullshit. Of course the man that said this is on drugs so hey, he might have been high and just talking out of the smoke before he finished his art piece for work. He’s a sculptor. he carves images of Jesus and Jude, Mary and others for a few Catholic churches. It just goes to show you that people can make good money doing good work and still be on drugs. LOL. Anyway, my focus is on Barney who is a non-drug induced ass. The natural asses are the biggest ones of all. A huge gaping, wide mouth ass. the kind that when he takes a dump the earth shakes. California thinks its the big one again but nope, it’s just jack off Barney being an ass. he should be happy that I’m not going to do to him what I was considering doing to Mic. Ever heard of the site www.dontdatehimgirl.com ? Yeah, it’s a real site with pictures of all the guys you should never date. there are details as to why you shouldn’t date him. The only reason I’m NOT going to do this to Mic is because he has a 15 year old son by the same name. I will not do that to his son. poor bastard has to have Mic as a father figure. Damn! Back to jack off ass hole Barney!! I wonder how he feels about ex-lax in his coffee? Will he taste it? Oh, hey I could make some beef stew and leave it in the fridge. Since he helps himself to my food he’ll take a big bowl of it and find that he cant make it to the next 2 hiking trips because he has a date with the toilet. I run into him hours later, JOB (jack off Barney) you dont look so good. are you feeling okay? maybe you should have some STEW!

ranting and raving on the journal is good for me because i can unload before I talk to him. I’ve never cursed him to his face. I figure that words stick with people for a long time. I’d prefer to choose mine carefully. On the journal I’m going to dog him but in person I’ll use tact and not colourful words with vivid imagery. Unloading online is helpful in keeping my cool when I talk to idiots.
okay, enough for now.

Joan of Arc

I just dont want my little furry one to get hurt.