Daily Archive for April 28th, 2006

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Published on April 28, 2006 in Dissociative Identity Disorder and Mental Health. 1 Comment

I made a promise to myself and to my friends that if it got to the point where i didn't think i could keep myself safe that i would go in patient so tomorrow afternoon I'm going. Gracie (the kitten) is with my neighbor UK and Captain will be with me.

 

things just got too much to handle guys so I just need to go in. I'll spare you the apologies and what not, I just need to go in here and do what I need to do ya know so, I'll um get back to you all as soon as possible okay? I feel like I should say more than just hey, I'm going IP but I'm not really sure what else to say.

 

I gave Cappy a bath today and i'm packing our stuff tonight. we go to the doc at 11am and we will go to the hosptial from there. the good thing is this, my docs trust me. when i say i'm not going to hurt myself and that i'll show up at a certain time then I will. so, i'll be seeing Dr. P tomorrow at 11am.

 

I will talk to you all soon. I'll be back.

Austin

doc tomorrow

Published on April 28, 2006 in Dissociative Identity Disorder and Mental Health. 0 Comments

we see our doctor tomorrow. he's our family doctor. i dont want to have to stay at the hospital. thats not true. i do want to stay but i know that its just because we're about to start our period that we're so sad. it gets like this all the time during now. we haven't taken medication for it in over a month. we cant seem to put it on our mouth. why is it so hard to do that. its just hard to do it. i dont know if we went in the hospital or not if we if they would help us get back on the medication or not. but i'm scared to go. i feel bad cause we stopped taking it. and i dont want an ambulance to come here so we will talk to the doctor tomorrow about going in cause on our own we wont take it. 

we feel like a failure for doing that because its been almost 3 years since we've been IP. We gotta have UK take care of the cat.

Me