I'm still tired….i'm not as tired as i was but i'm still tired.
i told Dr.B that i would continue to take the medication and I will. I'm considering re-starting the Seroquel even though it makes me pee every 5 minutes and i have a mouth full of sweet teeth not tooth. the sweet teeth with that med is just crazy. it only lasts for 2 weeks but goodness do i crave sweets during that time! Then i venture into the dairy products. not good since i'm lactose intolerant. cravings make you do stuff you would normally take lactaid before doing.
Speaking of teeth, I watched the re-run of CSI w/ the lady from Mommy Dearist. man did she have some seriously large false teeth. my goodness. all i could think during the whole show was how huge her teeth looked. and then w/ my brain i ran with it. what would happen if she started chewing and couldnt stop. my God we'd have a massacre on our hands. picking up chewed bodies off the set would really be a disturbing task. heck for me to see that would set my recovery back a good year or … 5. how much fixadent does she require to keep all those teeth in? what happens if they fall out? is her denture cup larger than normal to accomidate her huge false set? how big is her damn toothbrush? i fear for those who eat at the same table or in the same room with her. God forbid she should ever brake one of those things. if that hit the floor there could be some major property damage. She has alot of money so she could pay for it but she could never pay to repare her pride or her rep….
moving on…..
I told Dr.B I would eat and I have (I dont have large teeth). About the meds, my concern with not taking the Seroquel is that I remember too well how good I fel when i was on it… my brain didnt go on and on for hours at a time when I was taking it. I had a brake and man was that nice. I stopped because of the side effects. I didnt want to gain a bunch of weight while waiting 2 weeks for the sweet teeth to die down. right now i feel rather troubled in my head and I think the Seroquel may be of help with that.
"they" say you can't shock a therapist but when I told him that I'm not and have never been med compliant he was rather shocked and concerned. he mentioned that eating, sleeping, exercising and things like that make a huge difference in mental health as well as physical health. I tend to agree with that… plus, i was reading something the other day that said that people that sleep during the night like humans are supposed to lose weight faster than those who sleep during the day.. lord knows i'm a night owl. so can i blame my chubby self on my irregular sleep patterns? I plan to.
well, it is 2:40AM and I should sleep before the sun comes up so i dont gain any weight. its back to the love seat for me cause in a few hours i'm going to have to get up and travel to that other rest spot.
Joan of Arc
Hi Austin:
I’m sorry, too, that it happened. I felt like people enjoyed the information I could provide without actually practicing psychitry on the net, which I will not do.
Anyway, I haven’t paid as much attention as I’ve wanted to your blog, but I had read your entries about MPD and found them very interesting. I’ll try harder.
I do appreciate your comments.