I am just angry today…short fuse, heart ache angry…on the verge of tears angry. I’m still struggling with my grandfather I think. I’m just pissed.
I’m angry because I haven’t told Blossom to go away yet. I’m angry. I’m pissed, just pissed. I’m tired of nightmares too.









I’m sorry you’re having such a rough time. Death is hard to deal with, so are relationships. Don’t be hard on yourself, though. You have a lot on your plate. You’ll tell Blossom when the time is right.
and you’re probably pissed about being pissed! don’t blame ya a bit, sometimes too much at one time adds up to PISSED OFF, it is what it is, and it will pass someday. Easy for me to say, right? Hang in there it really will get better, lean on your friends at times like this, if you can, both near ones and those not so near.
peace, blessings and hugs and a vision of our dream catcher to keep the nightmares away!
john and keepers