The People Behind My Eyes

We are still very tired and still lacking sleep. We took a very long hot bath and intend to take some sleep meds because at this point we’ve had about 9 hours in the last 3 days. We aren’t staying asleep very long at all and our mind is somewhat slow at the moment. I can tell that we’re feeling the effects of sleep deprivation so tonight we’ll do something we hardly ever do, take something to sleep.We’re having a major fybro flair up. All the cat did was walk on my side and I about broke into tears it hurt so badly. You know how it feels when you stub your toe on something and it hurts so bad you can’t even scream? That was the kind of I can’t even scream or cry this hurt so bad kinda experience I had when she walked on me. I jokingly told someone that it hurts when the cats whiskers brush up against me. I hope the cat doesn’t look at me too hard it, might upset my fybro. Now there’s a fybro flair up. The cat’s whiskers cause pain and if she looks at me too hard I’ll need morphine.   

The flair up isn’t that bad but it is quite painful, painful enough to nearly draw tears when she walks on me. Thank goodness Captain hasn’t rested his head on my arm or anything. I may have passed out from the pain. Clearly I about pass out often. I’m always “about to pass out” or nearly fell over or something. Always a close call I guess.

Austin