In this dream about Blossom she came into the room while I was sleeping. She leaned over me. I could feel her hair over my face. I turned around and she kind of fell into me. Without even looking up she said to me, “Do you plan on hurting me?” I didn’t respond. She kept doing what she was doing then repeated it. “Do you plan on hurting me?” I said, “Yes.” She got up to leave and said, “You can’t have me then.” I rolled over and went back to sleep. After I woke up I went out into the living room. The phone rang. It was a friend with whom I’d spoken of recent conversations with Blossom. We talked a bit. As we talked I looked across the street at the golf course to find that it was like dirty marsh waters. I saw a huge, had to be female, anaconda swimming in the waters. She didn’t really care about me as prey she wanted the cat who had run out of the door. I got Gracie back in the house before the snake got across the street. As Grace came to me she had to pass over a small puddle in the yard where there was a huge crocodile. She managed to get past the crock and in the house. The dream ended there.
The other night I had a dream that Grace mauled Bella. In the dream she bit Bella’s leg and left it bloody. Bella was down for the count while Grace ate her alive. It was horrible. In real life Grace has gotten increasingly violent and mean to the point of really hurting Bella she even bites Captain. I’ve been trying to figure out what her problem could be. Since I roll my cigs it means I’ve got a plate of tobacco on the table with a little rolling machine, papers and filters. Bella doesn’t get up on the table but Grace does all the friggin time…drives me batty. I wonder if she gets some of the tobacco on her paws. (She is the same cat that got up on my table and ended up leaving a friggin hair ball in my plate of brownies.) I wonder if when Grace goes to clean tobacco leaves off her paws if she’s getting some of that drug in her? I have no other ideas for why Grace has become increasingly violent with me, with Bell and w/ Captain. I do know she hasn’t been the same since she was fixed. But would it take so long (more than a year) to show serious signs of trauma after being spayed? The girl worries me.
After my liver tests come back I’ll know if I’m able to start the 12 week Chantix program to quit smoking. Lets hope my liver is doing okay. Lets hope I don’t have to kill Grace before the results come back. I’m not going to put up with her trying to take Captain’s nose off or biting his tail. That’s a bunch of crap right there. I still have to separate her and Bell when Grace starts acting stupid. I have no clue what her issue is.
Snake Dreams
Monday, January 14, 2008-2:24AM EST
interesting dreams!!! take care …