http://www.sundrip.com/journal/2008/09/06/faceless-yet-significant/ Sundrip Journals Thu, 08 Jan 2009 15:54:47 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.6.5 http://www.sundrip.com/journal/2008/09/06/faceless-yet-significant/#comment-4487 Lynn Mon, 08 Sep 2008 08:22:33 +0000 http://www.sundrip.com/journal/?p=2066#comment-4487 One more little thing. I guess I'm not everyone in the dream. I am not the husbands in the last paragraph. One more little thing. I guess I’m not everyone in the dream. I am not the husbands in the last paragraph.

]]> http://www.sundrip.com/journal/2008/09/06/faceless-yet-significant/#comment-4486 Lynn Mon, 08 Sep 2008 08:18:42 +0000 http://www.sundrip.com/journal/?p=2066#comment-4486 And I am also the house in that dream. I dream about myself as a building quite often. And I am also the house in that dream. I dream about myself as a building quite often.

]]> http://www.sundrip.com/journal/2008/09/06/faceless-yet-significant/#comment-4485 Lynn Mon, 08 Sep 2008 08:15:11 +0000 http://www.sundrip.com/journal/?p=2066#comment-4485 Okay. I thought about it, and I went ahead and posted both of those things anyway. They are disturbing to me, especially the dream, but not posting it won't make it less disturbing. FYI for the dream - Everyone in the dream, except for the therapist, is me. To bottom line the thing -- he used to be my 'mother', but not anymore. My mother is a bitch and my therapist screwed up and did something that reminded me of her. Even during that, my 'inner child' clung to him because he saved us and was nice to us when the flashbacks came. I don't see him as my mother anymore. Jenny (also me) took his place. She's gone right now. I still don't want any mother. Fine by me, but the dream says he has my kids (me). And now he tells me he's going on vacation for three weeks in October. Fabulous. Okay. I thought about it, and I went ahead and posted both of those things anyway. They are disturbing to me, especially the dream, but not posting it won’t make it less disturbing. FYI for the dream - Everyone in the dream, except for the therapist, is me. To bottom line the thing — he used to be my ‘mother’, but not anymore. My mother is a bitch and my therapist screwed up and did something that reminded me of her. Even during that, my ‘inner child’ clung to him because he saved us and was nice to us when the flashbacks came. I don’t see him as my mother anymore. Jenny (also me) took his place. She’s gone right now. I still don’t want any mother. Fine by me, but the dream says he has my kids (me). And now he tells me he’s going on vacation for three weeks in October. Fabulous.

]]>