Amy Smiles thinks Dr. D might be a bit daft. She doesn’t think he’s that bright. (he doesn’t read our blog, thank goodness.) She’s also figured out that she’s a five year old messenger. I have issues with that too because a five year old shouldn’t have to sit in therapy and talk about this kind of stuff. We talked about the muzzle as well as other instances of being treated like a dog. We talked about continued flashbacks from when the Lamb was on her knees in front of us then we ended by talking about our issues with being gay and how uncomfortable we are with that. I can’t remember why we started calling her the Lamb. Somehow through all of that talking I nearly fell asleep in session. I just couldn’t keep my eyes open. I was so tired I couldn’t see straight. We’re going to go over that particular sofa memory a little more to try and desensitize it. Oh joy. I so look forward to that.. the same as I look forward to tooth extractions and open heart surgery with no anesthesia. When I got up to leave I wasn’t balanced and fell. Quite embarrassing. I’ve been having trouble with my legs for the last few days. This is the first time in a long time I’ve fallen in public. Joy of joys. I wondered if I was going to make it down the stairs okay. I just sat down and thought about how my pride kept me from bringing my cane to therapy. .. that and it didn’t match my outfit. Continue reading ‘Without Anesthesia’
Daily Archive for September 22nd, 2008
These are the drawings I did when the power went out during Hurricane Ike. I figured they’d look different in the light of day. I was right. Seems darkness spreads a girls nose wider than intended. I plan to fix that in a bit. After I saw the first one I decided to wait until the sun went down to paint it. So in addition to sketching her in the dark I transferred her to a different piece of paper, fixed that dang on nose (on the transfer) then painted her again in the dark.
I really like the look on the face of the pencil sketch version of the flower girl. Continue reading ‘Ink Drawings’
Save room for me will ya?
So what’s new in my world? Well, it appears I’m going to be a grandmother. Yup… but I’m not in the least bit thrilled about it. I took her to get fixed and they said they’d have to abort the puppies before they fixed her. Hell no, no you can’t abort the puppies. Continue reading ‘Where Do I Start?’
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