Amy Smiles thinks Dr. D might be a bit daft. She doesn’t think he’s that bright. (he doesn’t read our blog, thank goodness.) She’s also figured out that she’s a five year old messenger. I have issues with that too because a five year old shouldn’t have to sit in therapy and talk about this kind of stuff. We talked about the muzzle as well as other instances of being treated like a dog. We talked about continued flashbacks from when the Lamb was on her knees in front of us then we ended by talking about our issues with being gay and how uncomfortable we are with that. I can’t remember why we started calling her the Lamb. Somehow through all of that talking I nearly fell asleep in session. I just couldn’t keep my eyes open. I was so tired I couldn’t see straight. We’re going to go over that particular sofa memory a little more to try and desensitize it. Oh joy. I so look forward to that.. the same as I look forward to tooth extractions and open heart surgery with no anesthesia. When I got up to leave I wasn’t balanced and fell. Quite embarrassing. I’ve been having trouble with my legs for the last few days. This is the first time in a long time I’ve fallen in public. Joy of joys. I wondered if I was going to make it down the stairs okay. I just sat down and thought about how my pride kept me from bringing my cane to therapy. .. that and it didn’t match my outfit.
I’m so happy no one asked me why I didn’t show up for my morning appointment with the new pdoc. I would have had to say it was because I simply didn’t feel like seeing that woman. They didn’t ask and I didn’t offer and info. We just reschedule and that was it. So I go back Monday afternoon right before my session. I don’t know about this, I really don’t. I’m just happy they didn’t charge me for being a no show.
I figure this evening I’ll do something simple for dinner. Last night I went to the pizza shop and watched that farce of a Colt’s game. Tonight it’s sausage and gravy over biscuits, a DVD and the privacy of my own home. Forget the world for now, I’ve got sausage gravy biscuits. I might even have some of the Irish Cream cake with chocolate that I made the other day. I got a marriage proposal for that one. LOL Heck yeah!
Austin – coffee time then a nap
Without Anesthesia-Monday, September 22, 2008-3:47PM EST
Sausage and gravy over biscuits?
Coffee
Nap
Irish Cream cake with Chocolate
Not bringing a cane because it doesn’t match your outfit.
You sure are a girl after my own heart!
Sausage and gravy over biscuits sounds good to me! The nap sounds good to, but I’ll pass on the coffee and chocolate thank you. I’m not a coffee drinker and I’ve had so much chocolate myself that any more and I’ll be sick.
It sounds like good comfort food to me. Enjoy.