The People Behind My Eyes

It was all around a good day. There was nothing spectacular that happened. I didn’t win the lottery or anything like that but I feel good.

Usually when I get up I hit the ground running. I’m moving here and there, getting things done. This morning was no different. I think Sunday may be the busiest day of week because it’s the day I prepare for the rest of the week. I think it may also be one of the most stressful days because it’s the start of a new therapy week. Before I go into that let me just say after three loads of laundry, a little bit of cooking and a short trip out I was ready for a nap. This is when I smiled inside. Although I enjoy very much standing in the kitchen it didn’t give me the satisfaction I felt when the three fur babies and I piled on the bed together for a snooze. It just pleases me so much when we’re all snuggled up together. So there I was with Ladybird at my side all curled up, Bella on my hip and Gracie beside my head. I tend to be a person that sighs deeply so at the moment when we were all resting together I gave a deep sigh of contentment. It was a good day all around. I even sat on my porch with coffee for one of the first times since I lost Captain. I usually just watch the birds from the window but today I went outside and sat in my chair while Ladybird sniffed and played in the yard. It was nice to be out there in my yard again.

Tomorrow I see the new psychiatrist, the one I stood up a week ago. After that I have my regular therapy session where we’ll go over the entry I wrote about kneeling before the mother. Then I’ll come back here and do whatever. Right now my day has come to a close now so I’m about to hop in bed again with the Furry Three and look forward to another deep sigh of peace.

Me

Content-Sunday, September 28, 2008-10:57PM EST