{{{{{{{{Austin}}}}}}}}

That thing behind your eyes that wishes to be remembered and won’t quite come forward, the thing you almost know? That is the thing that is the bane of my existence. It’s why I have not yet been to sleep though it is 6:30 AM.

I wish I knew what to tell you to help it, but I obviously don’t know much or I wouldn’t be in the same boat. I do think though, that if ‘it’ could come forward in a way that makes sense, that I might be a mess for a while, but then I might be better off after? That’s what happened the other times anyway, but it was a really rough road. Sometimes I think I just don’t know about much of anything, Austin, but I know why you fight it. Yes, I do know that part, and I’m so sorry. I wish I could help. Please just know that I am here and I care about you. I really do. My email is on my profile page if you ever need to talk to someone who has been through the same thing. Anything you can do to comfort yourself might help. Don’t forget to comfort. Sometimes it’s all there is.

{{{{{{{{Austin}}}}}}}}