Daily Archive for January 29th, 2009

In Your Arms

Published on January 29, 2009 in Abuse, Borderline Personality Disorder, Letters Home, PTSD and Relationships. 4 Comments Tags: .

There’s someplace I want to go very badly. I want to walk in the building and sit there by myself. I miss it so much it hurts. I don’t want to go there smelling like I do or being what I am. It’s not even the building; it’s what’s inside that I need.

It feels like everything I eat makes me hungrier and every thing I see around me makes me blind. I don’t want this for myself. I want the person back who was not burdened with guilt so much so she couldn’t look Him in the eye and speak.

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Blogger What?

Published on January 29, 2009 in For the Record and Humor. 7 Comments

These are all unaltered blogspot security word verification screen shots.
Just what is Blogger trying to tell me?

You have no right to talk to me about my weight!
I have the right to be upset, don’t tell me to calm down!

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One letter off of contrive. Blogger planned this. I know they did. Hey look, Austin’s coming today. Lets talk about her weight and call her a wretched fat girl…..
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….. then we’ll butter her up by saying, but we like big girls.

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I’m getting hit on by Blogger. I love it! Tell me again Blogger. Do you love me? Do ya blogger, do ya? Just the way I am?

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