My eyes are hardly open right now cause I’m so tired. I just wanted to post something real quick before I go back to bed.
First off I’m physically exhausted. My sleep is still crap. I told Dr. D today that since Captain died I haven’t been able to wear my ear plugs at night. This means I hear every single sound and I’m not as able to relax and let myself sleep. I don’t know how many times I can say I’m exhausted and make myself clearer than the last time. I’m always on the verge of tears anymore…. is it sleep deprivation, grief and a mix of other mental health issues and life issues? I don’t know but I feel like I’m on a tight rope.
My roommate just got home so I need to explain to him why Brody is in his part of the yard. We have two separate yards. Brody was in mine but I need a break. Continue reading ‘Me’