Daily Archive for March 30th, 2009

Talk To The Wall

In therapy today we talked about:

  1. Identifying with the aggressor.
  2. My sister’s milestone birthday.
  3. A very cruel comment made to me about my relationship with my abuser and those who watched it.
  4. Art therapy.
  5. Suicidal ideations.
  6. A car accident that I saw.
  7. Blocking Blossom’s phone number.
  8. Vulnerability.

When I got up to leave he said, “Call me if you need to talk.” I wasn’t sure why he said it but when he did a series of borderline and other tendencies took place. A big wall went up. I don’t need you. I’ve had my session, I’ll see you on Wednesday. Don’t get too comfortable with the thought that I trust you cause I don’t. All of that was wrapped up in “Why would I call? I’ll see you on Wednesday.” I looked rather puzzled when I said it. Why on earth would I call him? Confused. I was so confused.

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