The discussion we had while sketching this piece included:
- Feeling disoriented and unable to distinguish my current home from the house I lived in as a child.
- Fear that my roommate will call me by my birth name and order me to get out there so he can beat me with a dowel rod.
- Losing my ability to say no to women or set boundaries with them when it counts most.
Feelings when sketching:
- Fear
- Sadness and grief
- Anger
Amy Smiles asked him if he draws and he said no he was never any good at it. Most people think too much while trying to draw which messes up free flow or creativity. Of course her 5 year old self wasn’t able to fully explain that. Amy wasn’t smiling at all today.
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