She’s five years old and twin sister to Amy Pink. Both of their names are Amy. I have no clue why. Here’s the thing, for some reason Amy Smiles keeps popping out unexpectedly. Last night she was out while talking to a friend. I can’t remember how long she said Amy was there. I just remember being totally exhausted after it. Then today in therapy she was out almost the entire session. This isn’t a regular occurrence so I was sort of concerned by it. I was concerned too because I was so far away and couldn’t get back. It was as if she was stuck forward.
After therapy I decided I didn’t want to cook so I drove to pick up a bite to eat. She came out behind the wheel. This isn’t a good thing. My little one’s are NEVER to come out in the car and they know that. Also, when this friend called it was Amy who picked up. She knows very well she’s not supposed to pick up the telephone, EVER. The only person who answers the phone is Joan. I don’t even answer it. It’s always Joan. It’s set up that way for a reason.
The fact that she is unable to maintain her usual activities says to me my little one and I need to spend some time together to figure out what’s bothering her. I have an idea of what it is because she’s talked about it a little bit.
In addition to what I think it might be, we had the trigger from the other day and one from Wednesday morning. I think this is why she was out in therapy Wednesday afternoon. The strange thing is she keeps trading places with Milwaukee who stutters a lot and forgets what she’s saying.
A week or so ago Amy went off in the apartment and tossed glitter everywhere. It looked like there was a glitter war and my apartment lost. Anyway, I need to try to figure out what’s bothering this little one so much and why Milwaukee has surfaced. Even if I can’t fix it I at least want to know what’s going on.
That’s all for now,
Faith
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