Despite the ongoing irritation my second roommate causes I am quite grateful to be able to call him day or night if I need to. The other day when I had a flat tire he was the one I called. Thursday one of my little buggers was sick and needed a 2am vet check. FJ (Fife Junior) got up without question or grumbling and took me. For all the irritation he causes he can be quite helpful as well as very generous with his time. I have to give him credit for the good stuff.
Daily Archive for October 16th, 2009
I don’t expect to ever be free of nightmares. And I don’t expect to ever be free of anxiety or fear or even depression. I think they may be my forever companions and that would be just fine if it weren’t for the fact that I believe in monogamy. If one of these emotions or emotional responses partnered up with me while the others left me alone I just might survive this whole ordeal. But it seems emotional bigamy with a sadistic twist is more the order of the day.
I’d like be free. I’d like to be single….singular.
Art details: The middle image represents me. I’m choked by my past and caught up in swirls of questions and high emotion. There are 3 primary faces in the painting while several others are hidden in color or texture. The three faces have very different expressions, calm, fearful and sad. The main figure in white is faceless.
The blue and white sketch is where this painting began.
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