Daily Archive for November 4th, 2009

I was told two days ago, “I made a conscious decision not to worry about you.” I guess I wonder how a person comes to that decision. I wonder why it’s so easy to throw friendship away. This is the second time this has happened. There’s a close friendship then nothing. I hear how things will change but they don’t. This time when I was told that she made a conscious decision to not worry about me my heart sank. For a long time I’ve grieved this friendship but I think with this statement it’s time to let it go. I know she’s got a lot going on but I thought we were friends. One thing I need to remember is that she never promised me forever, but it would have been nice had she considered me worth that kind of time. I’m not going to keep hoping and worrying about her, not when she made a conscious decision to put me out of her mind. Still I wonder, how does one go about deciding who to let go and who to concern themselves with. On what do they base their process of elimination? It feels like I’m always on the elimination list. It feels that way.

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