I saw my sister’s behavior as emotional weakness and I feel because of that “weakness” I was focused on for abuse more than she was. The mother said I was her favorite because I was a challenge.
It occurred to me today that I blame my sister for some of the abuse because she was “weak” and thus not as fun to abuse as I was. The mother abused her, don’t get me wrong, but she tore into me with all she had because I was harder to break. Why keep trying to break a horse that’s already broken? My sister was broken, but all the mother had to do was make sure she stayed that way. Since she didn’t take as much work then she didn’t get the amount of time and energy given to break me.
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