Tuesday, December 29, 2009-2:25am EST
In therapy we talked about the dream where the toilet was overflowing and then the waterbed. He noted how the leak started off slow then quickly overwhelmed the room. He said it’s much like how I am when we talk about the abuse in session. The leak starts slow then quickly gets out of control. I shut down, switch and can’t talk or hide my head and cry.
He said that in the dream I tried to flush something, get rid of it but it came back up with a powerful force. In sessions I take a look at ugly stuff and attempt to throw away old tapes but they come back and overwhelm me. I feel bad that all he has to do is say certain words and I go from 0 to 60 in 3 seconds flat. Catholicism, relationship with your mother, pain, dowel rod.
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