Bring Back The Light

I look at my eyes and think, my goodness Faith, you’ve gotta do something to bring the light back. It’s been too long that your eyes have been heavy and dark. You’ve got to do something to bring the light back.

Update:

I went to therapy but we didn’t really talk about anything. Destiny was there most of the time which meant she shot the breeze, laughed and acted like everything was okay. At least she told him we had no intentions of discussing how we feel about Bella right now. So he knew we had on a mask. We knew it, he knew it. Instead of talking about Bella we ended up talking very, very briefly about having my wedding anniversary on the 6th of March. It was brief and to the point. I ran from that subject rather quickly.

We also talked about the need for me to finish my weighted blanket now that I no longer have 8 pounds of cat sleeping on my head at night. I think it’ll be very important to get that done soon. I started on it a few days ago. I just need the energy to complete it. As I talked about the blanket I realized that Gus was home alone for the first time since he’s been with me. Usually when I leave I put him in his crate (the furry bugger isn’t trustworthy. I’d come back and have trash all over the house).  When he goes in Bella like a magnet gets on top and sleeps. For the year Gus has been here he’s had Bell glued to him. Today while I as in therapy I realized he was home alone. I’ll leave the radio on next time.

I have no plans to get another cat. For now I’ll stick with Gus and the Fins Four (aka the fish). A long time ago I considered getting a pair of geckos. That could happen. I can see that happening but not a cat, not right now.

That’s all,

Faith