Daily Archive for June 3rd, 2010

Boring WordPress Templates

Published on June 3, 2010 in For the Record. 0 Comments Tags: .

(The template in question has sense been deleted.)

Unfortunately there are some issues that aren’t resolved with this theme so I have to go back to the very boring but super functional K2 template.

This template that I’m using right now has great artwork but it has bugs that I don’t care to deal with. I’d like to see it with a full date on the side as well as an edit button for each entry. When I try to edit an entry I have to do a heck of a lot of work to get to it and only from the admin page.  Also, when I write a new entry I have to go back and edit the last entry so that the new entry will show up. Frustrating. There are a few other issues that I wont go into but….. I’ll miss the artwork on this one. I love the artwork.

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Sleep Deprivation as Self Harm

Published on June 3, 2010 in Emotions, Fear, PTSD and Secrets and Confessions. 7 Comments

At 5:11am I’m still awake. I could have gone to bed at midnight or even 1am but I chose to stay up. I seem to do that until my mind nearly breaks. Then and only then do I go to sleep.

Earlier today I read something on Post Secret that talked about how someone uses sleep deprivation as self injury. I do this. I do it a lot.

When I stay up this late it hurts. My body can handle it but my mind takes a serious beating. Insiders ask to go to bed but I stay up longer and longer until I nearly fall over. Its gotten so that before I go to bed I’ve got to nearly be out of my mind with emotional exhaustion or I won’t lay down. Continue reading ‘Sleep Deprivation as Self Harm’