Daily Archive for July 18th, 2010

DREAM: The Mistress’ Fire

The dream started off with a mandatory meeting that included everyone employed by the mistress and her porn agency. Employees were gathered to be fired and told they’d fallen prey to the poor economy. What made this meeting different is that the owner wanted to make certain everyone knew just how incompetent they were. Her goal was to break their will and have them leave with less than they came to her with. If the employees agreed to this humiliation they could be eligible for re-hire, if not they could leave and take their chances.

A quadriplegic porn star decided he wasn’t going to be humiliated by the person he made lots of money for. As a matter of fact he was going to take the parrot (an actual parrot who had stared in several small films with him) then go home in his flying wheelchair. The bird was secured in a wooden but round cage and the young man flew about 30 feet above the heads of his former employees then right out the door. The employees were furious that he’d take the bird so they jumped at the chair, but to no avail. The young man was gone and all they could do was yell obscenities and promise revenge.

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Accomplish Something Positive

Yesterday I was kind of down in the dumps. Lets face it, I was frustrated and angered by a personal situation that doesn’t seem to be getting any better. Because I felt I’d royally messed up I began to think of myself as one who can’t get anything right. Well, that had to stop because the last thing I needed was to hear my own voice telling me how worthless I am. So, what did I do? I took stock then realized what I needed was to accomplish something positive. I needed to use one of my coping skills (creativity) and come up with something I could finish that day with success. I narrowed my focus then turned my attention to my positive skill sets.

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