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Who Am I meme

Published
by
JoanofArc
on July 21, 2008
in Depression and Mental Health
. 2 Comments

I am: just the girl next door
I think: I have too much time on my hands
I have: no mercy for myself.
I wish: today never happened.
I hate: and love sunflowers.
I miss: my sister
I fear: falling deeper into depression
I hear: life gets better
I smell: blood and urine, all the time
I crave: silence
I search: for a reason to get up each morning
I wonder: why I keep doing this.
I regret: having wasted so much time toiling
I love: and hate art
I ache: in my heart and in my bones
I am not: good (please do not respond to this part cause I don’t want to hear it.)
I believe: that I’m crazy
I dance: in the living room with candles
I sing: I don’t sing
I cry: but only when I feel like I’m out of options
I fight: tooth and nail to stay awake so I don’t dream
I win:
I lose:
I never: asked the question, “Who am I”
I always: Have coffee after dinner
I confuse: the feeling of soft with the feeling of wet
I listen: to music to drown out the people in my head
I am scared: all the time
I need: to be held and to matter
I am happy about: having a blog and blog friends but it doesn’t feel like enough to keep me going.
I imagine: being inside the painting Ladybird.

copied from Clinically Clueless .

J of A

I’m an Anal Black Pistachio

Published
by
Austin
on June 22, 2008
in General Chatter and Humor
. 12 Comments

Okay then! I’m so happy this blog is up again cause there is no way on earth I could blog like this over on the art site. I actually started blogging over there. I’ll refrain from giving everyone grief for NOT going over to see if the art site was up or not. No, I won’t do that. I’ll let that go cause I’m a bigger person than to hold that against y’all. But, I did a few blog entries over there while this blog was down but I thought to myself, ya know, this could be bad for business. Now how on earth can I say stuff like “I’m an anal black pistachio” on a “professional” website and expect to have some sort of respect in the business world? How can I go back and forth, name call or pick with other bloggers and such on the art site and still call it half ways professional? I couldn’t. Thank goodness this thing is up and running. I would have destroyed Sundrip in a week. My evil empire would have gone down in flames.

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Six Word Memoir

Published
by
Austin
on April 25, 2008
in General Chatter
. 1 Comment

Enola tagged me for the six word memoir meme thingamabob.

Here are the rules -

1) Write your own six word memoir
2) Post it on your blog; include a visual illustration if you’d like
3) Link to the person that tagged you in your post, and to the original post if possible
4) Tag at least five more blogs with links
5) Leave a comment on the tagged blogs with an invitation to play!

So here is my six word memoir:

Sunflower breaches stone growing heaven bound.

I don’t have a picture to go along with this to show a sunflower bursting through odds (stone) so I’ll have to be a bit pitiful and slap up a few new art pieces that have sunflowers in them.

Pleasant and Pleasant Petals by F. Magdalene

Pleasant Pleasant Petals

I tag:
Because I’m so late on this there’s no one to tag

Five Things

Published
by
Austin
on April 24, 2008
in General Chatter
. 5 Comments

The author of Roses on The Moon tagged me for this. Here are five things:

5 Things Found In Your Bag (backpack)

Drawing pad
Black gel pens
Small toiletry bag
A little stuffed duck that use to be a PEZ dispenser
Peppermint candies.

5 Favorite Things In Your Room

These are just 5 things found in there, not favorites

Book shelves
A sunflower display on a wooden shelf above a framed print of Lady In The Trees. The display is high and the sunflowers spread out on the ceiling.
Cat fur lined drapes
A cabinet full of lotions of every scent, hair gel and small bottles of Purel.

5 Things You Have Always Wanted To Do

I’ve always wanted someone to come up with a mind reading machine so I didn’t have to type out stories I write in the middle of the night when I’m trying to go to sleep. Basically, I’ve always wanted to use a mind recording machine.
I still really want to dance with the guy that dances on the corner everyday. For some reason I just feel the need to get out there and dance with him.
I use to want a pet teranchilla but now I’ll just take a fish and be happy about it.
I want to learn to play golf.

5 Things You Are Currently Into

Painting
My iPod
Learning how to properly grow flowers- learning not to kill them is what I mean.
I’m into organizing the room I’m in now and filing things better.
I’m into golf. Since I know Tiger Woods rushes to my blog everyday to see how I’m doing I’d like to go ahead and send him a shout out. Hey Tiger!!!! Roarrrrrr, purrrrr <—– I love that man. I watch the golfers across the street every day and long to go over there. I WANT TO GOLF DANG IT! I do the girly scream every time I see his new commercial where he’s painting by hitting a golf ball full of paint against a canvas. When he signs it I nearly pass out. I love that man, almost more then Denzel Washington. Oh, since we’re talking about sports let me send a shout out to my girl Sarina Williams. Haayy! I’m sure I’m on her blogroll. hey Sarina, call me. You know the number. 555-Purr. Sarina, that’s power right there. My gracious that girl is good.

5 People You Want To Tag
I believe everyone and their brother has been tagged but I’ll go ahead and tag Tiger Woods, Sarina Williams, Denzel Washington, Forest Whitaker, Rob Thomas from Matchbox Twenty and last but not least Spiderman.

Survivors Needs meme

Published
by
Austin
on January 2, 2008
in Mental Health, My reply and PTSD
. 7 Comments

I’ve been tagged for a meme by Katm at Dark2Light.

Rules of the “Survivor Needs” Meme:

Please link back to the originating meme at Survivors Can Thrive, so people can see its origins, get ideas for their own self-care list, see who’s already been tagged, and maybe we can track how far this meme goes.

  • List 25 needs and 5 wants. Try to restrict your needs list to things that have to do with being a survivor of some sort of abuse, assault, etc. Your list can be anything…you want!
  • Use this list to remind yourself to get your needs met this holiday season and in the New Year.
  • Pass on this meme and tag five people to play this meme with you.

TWENTY FIVE NEEDS

  1. I need to know I’m loved and needed.
  2. I need a hand on my cheek that reminds me that I’m okay.
  3. I need peace of mind.
  4. I need relief from nightmares and flashbacks.
  5. I need relief from guilt.
  6. I need the sound of another human’s voice.
  7. I need energy to keep fighting this battle.
  8. I need confidence.
  9. I need friendship.
  10. I need real hope, something to cling to with sound meaning.
  11. I need spirituality/religion.
  12. I need out of the fog of transference issues.
  13. I need to silence and blind my hypervigilance.
  14. I need to be believed.
  15. I need results from therapy to a larger degree than I have.
  16. I need to feel seen, not overlooked and forgotten.
  17. I need to count.
  18. I need to be a little more dependent and less independent so that needs like many of the above can be met.
  19. I need companionship.
  20. I need reassurance that I’m not out here struggling in vain.
  21. I need to believe in myself a little more and not be so positive that every step is a wasted effort.
  22. I need to trust. I think trust is as important as food, water and shelter.
  23. I need a family.
  24. I need to let go of self control just a little bit and let some of this anger out in hopes of relieving it.
  25. I need to cry when I feel like it instead of putting on a brave face because I think it’s expected.

FIVE WANTS

  1. I want art programs, especially Coral Painter 9 and Adobe Photoshop full version.
  2. I want a bathrobe. I’ve never had one before.
  3. I want to visit Kentucky each summer.
  4. I want Bejeweled 2 so I can have something to kill time with without going online to do it.
  5. I want my dog’s health back. I’d give my left arm to keep him healthy and alive. (I need the right arm cause I’m right handed and can’t play ball with him worth crap with the left.)

TAG!!

Tags will come shortly so check back. I just wanted to get this up here.