A phrase went through my head this morning that tells me that my instincts about the GP I saw yesterday are correct. I need to move on. She’s not the one. I’m writing things down so I can remember the entire experience.
This morning I remembered that while talking about me taking pain meds from time to time, the new GP said to me, “But Dr. Old GP wants to move you away from any pain meds.”
I’m not seeing Dr. Old GP so why are we talking about what he wants to do for my care?
I have to note, too, that she didn’t even touch me. She didn’t ask why my blood pressure was so high. She didn’t ask about the edema in my leg. She didn’t give a single, solitary exam, not even to have me open my mouth and look at my throat. She didn’t do anything but give me medication and tell me what Dr. Old GP wants for my care.
My head goes back and forth telling me that I should give her a chance but it makes me very angry to hear that Dr. Old GP, who told me not to come back, who denied medications, who treated me like a dog, can leave notes of what to do and what not to do for the next GP. He’s trying to move me away from pain medication. Then give me a new body!!! If you expect me to never take a pain medication then give me a new body!!!!!!!
She suggested I put soy back in my diet when I was specifically told to remove it. I’ve done my best to remove as much soy as possible.