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In a field of flowers

I would say I’ve hit a rough patch but this is no patch, this is a field. Now I have to figure out how I’m going to traverse this ground with its pits and stones.

Today has been difficult but quiet, manageable. Anxiety is high, still, and my body hurts from head to toe. That’s nothing new. Pain is as common as flowers. I feel it everywhere I turn but, being a few days out of the thick of depression means I see a little light ahead.

What a nightmare it’s been. Today isn’t. Today has been difficult but manageable. Yeah, I’m in my field of “flowers” and I’m a bit worn down, but I’m still here. I made it. I made it through that cycle of depression.

Faith

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