My blood and ANA are better than projected. There are no new blood clots and no infections so things are good. I’m pleased with today’s appointment.
I went to see the Hematologist but canceled my therapy appointment bc I couldn’t do two heavy assignments back to back. As a matter of fact, I had a more physically taxing appointment than expected bc I had a wheelchair malfunction and had to walk a good distance in a short period of time. I’m uncertain who put the Cancer Center (Oncology /Hematology Center) where it is but it was a terrible decision. It’s far. Parking is terrible and if you have a wheelchair malfunction you’re screwed! I was screwed but I still made it to see the doctor.
Because pain has been relentless, he asked if I want to go to the pain clinic. I said no. I said I’d continue doing what I’m doing on my own. No thanks to opioids. I’m not interested in addiction problems on top of all this. I fear ending up like others w Lupus, in rehab bc they got addicted. I can’t risk it. For now, for me, the decision is to stick with homeopathy, all natural, non-addictive substances and teas.
The doctor calls me his miracle and smiles really big at me. I love it. He spent 3 months with me, every day checking in and doing what he could to save a case he called a ‘hemaglobin nightmare.’ lol 😊 At the time I told him that I’m the patient he trained for all his career and that I would need him to truly ‘show up’ and ‘do this thing.’ There was a lot of pressure but he and the rest of the team did show up for the job! I’m proud of them.
Today I’m tired and in pain yet I feel very alive. I finally got a meal down that I kept down. I had to sleep for several hours after the appointment but that’s ok and nothing unusual. It exhausts me to leave the house. It happens but I’m in a pretty good place today despite the physical limitations.