I collect tea and porcelain dolls. My body collects illnesses.
This is my second round of meds for the infection in my feet. At the beginning of the second round I had a side effect from the medication that caused a rash from my neck to my stomach, front and and back, arms and shoulders. I’m all jacked up with a yeasty rash!
I can only shake my head! I mean really? Can a girl catch a break, please? In the meantime, the infection is steadily growing in size on the left foot.
I could easily get depressed over all this but I’m trying to keep encouraged and keep on going. Taking care of myself and spoiling myself helps me endure things like this.
One of the things that should be helpful during this time is my CNA. For months things were good but right now they are coming to a rapid conclusion. There’s trouble in CNA paradise. She and I had a long, long, pointed talk but I’m not sure anything got through. I see this ending soon. The problem is attendance and entitlement. She also lets me know just how expendable I am, which feeds into my abandonment issues. I told her that, but she wasn’t able to hear it.
I know my plate is full right now but I have hope that things will soon calm down in a wave of relief.
Tonight I’m having BBQ ribs made in my slow cooker, a small salad and a baked potato. For dessert I’m having tea and carrot cake. I’ll end the night by doing a soothing and healing wash in Tea Tree oil, Oregano essential oil and a dab of Lavender essential oil. This will help my chest and back situation. I then have a nice book to cap off my evening.