All “what if” roads lead to nowhere.Â
I decided to draw a little line drawing with my funky triple lead colored pencils to depict all those “what if” roads I’ve been going down. It’s not a great photo but the idea is there. It’s a drawing of roads going everywhere, fast.
What if I die in my sleep? What if I only get a few months more? What if the doctor is wrong and they somehow save me again? What if I live with this and Lupus for a really long time? What if I defy the odds, again? What if I don’t?Â
All what if roads lead to nowhere. I figure when I start obsessing again that I’ll pull out the paints or pencils and do a “what if” line drawing. This is my second. It’s helpful to put it on paper and get it out of my head.Â