It’s still a bit difficult to reach out, but I did with a friend this evening. I told her what the surgeon’s prognosis is. I decided to risk and tell her that for an hour or so each morning I struggle with the feeling that it was pointless to wake up. It takes a good self talk to get up and live.
In addition to talking to myself about living, I’m trying my best to complete a few dolls that my neighbor ordered. When I went to look for my patterns I discovered they had all been thrown away back when the whole hospitalization happened. I was rather upset to lose them but I have to remember that anything that was lost to the trash is replaceable. Today I ordered new patterns. Lord knows I couldn’t afford it but I went ahead and did it so I can get back to making dolls and bag holders. I don’t want to put off doll making any longer.
I was able to go to the Kingdom Hall tonight. Boy was it helpful to worship in person and to see everyone. It was really good.
Here is a picture of Joey taking over my favorite blanket. Lol. Joe is very different from my old kitty Mary Jane.
I have to remember not to measure him by other pets. I just need to let his light shine without conditions. He’s a good boy. He doesn’t eat my plants or destroy anything. He doesn’t bother me when I sleep and he uses the box without exception. He’s quiet, loving, friendly and eats whatever you put in front of him. He really is a good boy. I just adore him.
It’s time to sip ginger wine and go to sleep next to my furry buddy. ❤️