I’m not in the least bit surprised that I’m in a flare up and have been since last Thursday. It seems like a combination of social unrest, shootings and weather changes have knocked me on my butt. I seriously thought about going to the hospital but I feared they’d do nothing, just like last time. Between vomiting, writhing and praying I was able to get a little sleep. My body hurts so badly.
I pulled out my heating pad and weighted blanket, elevated my feet and slept hard.
I need to survive my body. That is my focus right now, survive this pain.