I remember when I was in the hospital vomiting violently when my kidneys were first known to hate me. With kidney disease you can experience hiccups, spasms and vomiting. Talk about a wide range of symptoms. I just know I’m dog sick right now (feel like crap on fire) but I hope I have a repeat of 2018 so I don’t need dialysis.
I don’t have an appointment until October 1st. A month is the soonest I could get in. I know it’ll be one heck of an appointment because we’ll be discussing asthma care, too.
I feel worn thin but I’m still here. Unfortunately my CNA had to quit due to sickness.. My care is once again a problem. If I need anything I’ll call a friend from the Hall. I may not have good CNA coverage during a time when I really need it but my friends are still here.
Emotionally I’m exhausted. I’m not in superwoman mode where I think I can handle anything and I’ll come out on the other side better for it. I’m not feeling like a fighter right now.
That about sums it up.