I remember when I was in the hospital vomiting violently when my kidneys were first known to hate me. With kidney disease you can experience hiccups, spasms and vomiting. Talk about a wide range of symptoms. I just know I’m dog sick right now (feel like crap on fire) but I hope I have a repeat of 2018 so I don’t need dialysis.

I don’t have an appointment until October 1st. A month is the soonest I could get in. I know it’ll be one heck of an appointment because we’ll be discussing asthma care, too.

I feel worn thin but I’m still here. Unfortunately my CNA had to quit due to sickness.. My care is once again a problem. If I need anything I’ll call a friend from the Hall. I may not have good CNA coverage during a time when I really need it but my friends are still here.

Emotionally I’m exhausted. I’m not in superwoman mode where I think I can handle anything and I’ll come out on the other side better for it. I’m not feeling like a fighter right now.

That about sums it up.


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2 thoughts on “Kidney Disease

  1. You’ve been so sick for such a long time–no wonder you are exhausted. I’m really sorry that it’s so bad and you have to wait for care. I hope you get some relief soon, at least some easing of symptoms so you don’t have to wait until October 1, feeling like this all the time. Sending loads of good wishes!

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