This company, CICOA, that serves the elderly and disabled to find so called care companies to come in the house has now been told that I have DID. They, CICOA, told the doctor if I wanted care I’d have to give them both psychiatric and medical diagnosis. I was not…
Year: 2024
You can. You will.
I’m pleased to have been able to finish this piece with its color symbolism and Scripture favorites. I like Jonah a lot. It often feels like I’m in the belly of a big fish with no way out just like he was. I love the original meaning of the rainbow…
Wilted African Violet Emotional Uptick of 2024
I prayed, “your daughters need Parenting because this is just a plant. I don’t even want a long break from her over a plant. We need a Father to work with His daughters.” I am pleased that my very emotional friend and sister has calmed down concerning the African Violet…
Continued Improvement.
Joe is still very clingy and needs a lot of reassurance. He’s got some issues but nothing like before where death seemed imminent. Back when death looked imminent and he was laying under the bed with his little head out I said, “Michael Joseph, If I did anything to contribute…
Joe update
Joe Schmoe update. I stopped giving him this several days ago. Not going to say it was this, just saying I stopped giving it to him. I WANT to say he looks better. He’s out from under the bed more.He’s slow in the morning. He didn’t recognize me at one…
Delicate Leaves – African Violet Emotional Breakdown of 2024
Dr D asked how I was able to manage the trash three times? Honestly, it was mind bending hard. I went back three times because I felt like I’d failed or like I had something to prove. She said I threw it away to hurt her. I had to get…
The African Violet Emotional Breakdown of 2024
I’m not totally bashing this person because I know I’ve done what she did yesterday. Her aunt had a small box of plants for me to adopt bc she’s going into a nursing home. Most of the plants were in rough shape. When I saw the African Violet with dull…
Chatter – Rip The Heart Out
CONTENT – My cat Joe is dying. Friend always contradicts me. (Changing meds.) It’s been difficult watching Michael Joseph become weaker and weaker, sleep more and more. It’s tearing me up. I don’t know what to do with the anxiety sometimes. I’m working on several art projects. I’m successfully working…
The Deluge – Now in Etsy
The Deluge is complete and is in my Etsy shop. One of the things I point out about the balance. The woman standing has legs and feet that are wound around. Each foot meets a tiger lily, a child and a purple flower in full bloom. It is haunting in…
To Jorge II, With Love
Remember the brown Dr Martens I was super in love with? I purchased them after someone gave a surprise donation via PayPal? Well, I had to go back for the black ones 🙂 These shoes are very amputee friendly. I can dress myself which is huge. I feel so normal…