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Chronic Pain I'm only human The People Behind My Eyes

CNA Chronicles : Reversing Roles

I know what it feels like to be sucked in by pain, all consumed, unable to think or breathe. At that time I have a plan in place to help me through. Yes, I panic. Yes, there are tears and even anger mixed with hopelessness and helplessness. All consuming pain means just that. Even if […]

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Chronic Pain Lupus The People Behind My Eyes

Raynaud’s Syndrome or something else?

My toes were so cold I wanted to get under the blanket, better yet I could warm imaginary toes beside and imaginary heater and get better results. I experienced, for the first time, this phantom pain they talked about. It’s where you can feel the limb that was removed. One man said he could feel […]