I was able to finally get the Valium and the Trintellix but I am fighting with my insurance right now to sort through other stuff,
Category: I’m only human
Content : High emotions, sex assault in 2020, depression, PTSD, breast cancer mentioned. The NP (nurse practitioner) suggested I go in-patient psych so they can
Friday evening there was a shooting just feet from my apartment door. I was so scared. I couldn’t stop shaking. Then police officers were all
Content: Self love. Sundrip and social media. Death and dying. Sexual Assault. We talked about shame and guilt. Guilt is for actions but shame describes
I asked you to do the surgery. You said you could or a colleague but I trusted my life in your hands. It felt like
The Brave Face
I’m not brave. I’m not. I’m not rolling with the punches, I’m just getting punched. As I said, I’ve walked through the fire and I’m
I see “the surgeon” tomorrow, the one who amputated my toes. I wonder what kind of person it takes to look at a foot rotted
Therapy Review: Permission to Speak
I saw my psychiatrist today. We talked about the suicidal feelings. She asked if I feel suicidal at the Kingdom Hall. I said no, I
There’s an old, half blind dog lying on the porch. That old dog is me. . His daytime howl is common, almost a fixture in
A Month of Strings 1
This may look familiar. I’ve had it forever. “The Tin Man”. He also reminds me of a puppet on strings and the need for freedom.