Content: Abandonment. Child abuse. Domestic violence. I hate feeling like that little girl watching for her mother. I started watching the light at the peep
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The psychiatrist asked how my sleep is. I told him that when I wake I’m already thinking of going to bed that night. The funny
We were on a Zoom call and I could hear a child in the background. He gave a fatherly look that means to be quiet.
My world was moving too fast. It was spinning into a ball of fire. I had to try to stop reacting and start thinking. I’ve
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Therapy Review: Something is Chasing Me
We talked about how pivotal of a year age 50 is. I’ve got until August but its coming up quickly. We talked about how a
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Half a Century More
I started this little painting back in October of last year but I just now finished it. It looks so much better in person than
I look just like her. I laugh like her and I hear her voice when I speak. Wow. I swore I’d never be anything like
Content: CNA casually brings up suicide and sexual assault I have written all sorts of things in this online journal over the last 20 years.
I can’t seem to kick the idea that I am somehow dirty inside and out. I know why. I recall the names I was called
We talked about my mother’s narcissistic traits such as the need to appear perfect and her inability to accept criticism of any kind. We talked