We talked about how pivotal of a year age 50 is. I’ve got until August but its coming up quickly. We talked about how a
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I started this little painting back in October of last year but I just now finished it. It looks so much better in person than
I look just like her. I laugh like her and I hear her voice when I speak. Wow. I swore I’d never be anything like
Content: CNA casually brings up suicide and sexual assault I have written all sorts of things in this online journal over the last 20 years.
I can’t seem to kick the idea that I am somehow dirty inside and out. I know why. I recall the names I was called
We talked about my mother’s narcissistic traits such as the need to appear perfect and her inability to accept criticism of any kind. We talked
I hated to do it but I had to fire my 19 year old CNA for habitual failure to wear her mask and wash her
Dr D and I talked about how I’m affected by what happened to me. I really just want to curl up and block everything out,
The Young One (my CNA) showed up looking lost. She put her head on the table and looked at her phone a bit. I didn’t
Uterine Ablation Surgery I dropped a few tears because being wheeled back reminded me very much of going through the tough thrombectomy in 2018. The