First and foremost, I’m triggered. Daisy showed up unannounced. I don’t like who I become. I have no real way to explain why I opened
Category: Multiple Personality Disorder
Content: Suicide discussion. Past suicide attempts. Severe depression. I have never felt so useless and like I’m preventing people from being happy because I exist.
Content: Abandonment. Child abuse. Domestic violence. I hate feeling like that little girl watching for her mother. I started watching the light at the peep
We were on a Zoom call and I could hear a child in the background. He gave a fatherly look that means to be quiet.
I put a call in to the brothers at the Kingdom Hall. They do fully understand the emotional and spiritual distress these CNAs bring here.
This is a therapy review where we talked about suicide again and deep depression. I told Dr D that I’m on a tight rope right
Today Dr D and I discussed how I’ve spent many years, in my adult life, trying to avoid being abandoned. My inability to wait for
The cat is a little anxious about the fireworks but not nearly as much as one might think. In the photo he’s too busy cleaning
I used to crave alone time. I needed it to be able to create an to think straight. Now, being alone is stressful and frightening.