I’m home from a brief medical hospital stay but in the entry I’ve lead with emotional issues. I have to admit I am emotionally excitable and I cry at the drop of a hat. Today I cried my eyes out concerning the CNA who left. I was crying because I…
Tag: Grief
Relentless Grief
CONTENT – Suicide. Abuse with few specifics. High emotion and anger. Not a light entry. I stayed in bed three days with the lights out. I fed the animals and went back to bed. The world felt too big and too dark. Now I’m in the weeping side of grief….
Therapy Review: Sundrip. Death and Dying
Content: Self love. Sundrip and social media. Death and dying. Sexual Assault. We talked about shame and guilt. Guilt is for actions but shame describes who I am. Self Love. We talked about fear as it relates to self love. I fear saying I’m worth loving because doing so means…
Girl Inside
Art by: Faith Magdalene Austin Art Title: Girl Inside Media: Watercolor and Acrylic on 98 lb paper Style: Raw, African Americana, Folk Art, Black Art Finish: Sealed, signed, Here’s a close up look at this very emotional piece of a girl with someone else inside. SUNDRIP – Art for Life…
Don’t Forget Me
My physical wounds have healed faster than emotional wounds. There’s a real fear that time will pass, I’ll ‘look better’, and people will forget that on the inside I’m still struggling. When all this first happened and for the entire 5 months, friends leaped to my assistance. I had more…
Cheesy the Chubby Frog and Aquarium Therapy
A video for friends. At the end of the video I said these are my ‘frogs’ but only Cheesy the Chubby Frog stars in this short vid.
A Quiet Day and The Need to Be Needed
Today is a quiet kind of day. I’m a tad bit on the depressed side. I think the poem is heavier in truth than anticipated. I just starting typing and stopped when I was done. Monday will be here quickly and it’ll be time for therapy again. I’m physically tired with very swollen…