I’m in my feelings today. I feel very limited, if not left behind. I’m mad at wheelchair life right now. I truly enjoyed being at
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Over a week ago I saw my nurse practitioner. We talked about the PTSD from the hospitalization in 2018. I told her that I just
One of the most difficult things for me is to relinquish control of the intimate parts of my life to others – even others that
I painted this is 2007. It’s called Face It. The person is burdened, overwhelmed and isolated. The head is encircled and lowered. The world around
Medication – I saw my Nurse Practitioner Friday, over Zoom. She and I talked about the excessively low Valium dose she gave me of 1
Content – Death of baby while in the ER. Talk about crying but that’s all. I was piddling around when suddenly I had to use
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Half a Century More
I started this little painting back in October of last year but I just now finished it. It looks so much better in person than
Of course my head has been everywhere. I don’t feel good at all and the pain of this is constant. At first I thought, it’s
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Sewing with a machine as an amputee
I sat down to hand sew dolls but my hands cramped and spasmed terribly. I thought I’d try to see if I could use my
I feel uprooted. Everything is different. My home is great but I’ve not laid down roots here. Most of my possessions are new because the