This is a therapy review where we talked about suicide again and deep depression. I told Dr D that I’m on a tight rope right
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I am not one to gamble. I’m not a huge risk taker in hopes of everything working out in the end. I’m a planner and
I was writing a reply to a comment but it got so long I moved it here. Then it turned into an article. Lol What
(CRSD) Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy Anxiety Chronic Pain I'm only human Lupus The People Behind My Eyes
This is where I am
I’m still safe but depressed. I wanted very much to tell my Psychologist Dr. D that no more CNAs will come to my home other
I recall my Oncologist / Hematologist in 2018 telling me, while I was in the hospital, that he was treating me with tiny amounts of
My world was moving too fast. It was spinning into a ball of fire. I had to try to stop reacting and start thinking. I’ve
We’re going to wait another 30 days to see if other treatments will further postpone dialysis. Heart block. Evidently the right and left side of
No CNA has been here in 4 days. She may or may not show up tomorrow, depending on how much drama goes on in her
I ccould not do this life without my friends. It would be unbearable. I was so sick for a few days that all I could
I remember when I was in the hospital vomiting violently when my kidneys were first known to hate me. With kidney disease you can experience