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Car Accident

It’s a devilish night to feel the pain of being whipped forward and back. I knew I’d feel this later. We’re having thunderstorms. Monday around 12:30 pm my cab was rear ended by a small sedan.  The same day I took a short walk and in my therapists office when my pain rose high, I did […]

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Therapy Review: Suicidal Ideation. Safety Checks

I was awake until 9 am then got up and got ready for therapy. It reminded me of my college years where I had severe insomnia but I could get up, shower, get dressed, eat and be out of the house in a very short period of time. It was an odd day. The weather […]

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Dates to Remember

Mary Jane has her dental appointment Tuesday March 7th at 7:30 am. The Fang Fund 5% sale is still in effect until February 28th. Use FangFund16 at Etsy check out or request a PayPal invoice. March 3rd is the Crazy Sundrip sale giving 45% off one item on the majority of the items in my […]

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I’m Fine

February is Suicide Awareness month. People ask all the time, “How are you?” I say, I’m trying to manage. No hugs are shared. At that time I may not be in so much pain I can’t be touched but I still decline a hug. the truth is, i’m not okay. hardly ever am i okay. […]

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I’m not fine

i feel so broken, exhausted, shredded. i need a mental vacation, somewhere out of my body and its inferno. that thought plagues me, i have to escape this. they say when a person says they want to commit suicide that it’s a cry for help, that they don’t really want to die. that’s true. i […]

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Dream: Red Ink

violence. detailed abuse. beating. Dream ….I had a small, round stamp pad of red ink with a clear plastic domed lid. This one little ink pad was viciously sought after by my mother. She drove across town to take me to her house. The hallway was long and narrow with the top half of the […]

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She’s Lost her Mind. One Day 45% off sale?

I have a surprise for you. I offered 35% off until February 28th but, what if I said that I’d do 45% off one item on March 3rd? This isn’t off the entire order like the 35% off sale, this is 45% off one item and for one day. Would that be okay with y’all? […]

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Funds Obtained

I’m going to do a copy paste from my Facebook page. Thank you, thank you, thank you to everyone who contributed or purchased art. It’s appreciated. I tell ya, it came on time bc my girl is in pain and I can’t stand it. Man, it’s hard to watch her suffer. BTW – when there […]

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the ‘Suicide Disease’

I found an article about CRSD and how it affects people emotionally and socially. Although it’s hard to hear it called “the suicide disease” I understand why because I’m sitting in that very spot as we speak. Excerpts from : What It’s Like Living With Complex Regional Pain Syndrome, the ‘Suicide Disease’ “Complex regional pain […]

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I am not your enemy

I do try so very hard to keep my FB page and my website free of the world’s wars and hatred, but sometimes it’s brought to my door and I feel compelled to answer it. The below comment are my words in response to an individual on FB whose family feels the strain of moving […]