She accurately represents how I feel often. I wish I could say that I’m okay and that life is good. I mean really, complaints should be few but in general I’m not a happy person.
I named her Lola because in some languages it means Our Lady of Sorrows. It seemed so appropriate.
Lola is my third handmade sad doll. I made her with real hair this time instead of yarn. I really like the look. Lola is in my personal collection and sits where I can see her each day.
Some have described her eyes as knowing and with a story to tell. I just think they look wide and sad, much like my eyes as a child.
I made Lola a little sister named Victoria aka Victory. She’s not a sad doll. As a matter of fact, she’s a doll that is at peace. She’s not grinning but she is full of life and innocent. Victory is also in my private collection.
Now comes Grace. Grace was to be the 4th sad doll but she ended up not looking so sad. I like little Grace.
I like her wine colored dress and the bow in her hair (not shown in the photo). She’s wearing a second-hand Gloria Vanderbilt dress. I couldn’t believe I found that little tiny dress. It’s just adorable. I added a small heart button and put the tiniest, little gold details on it, not much though. The dress is simple which is what I like about it. I added a small piece of gold hair jewelry to her long, braided, yarn hair. Little Grace will be going home with my new nurse’s aide next week.
So while I deal with some sadness and depression right now, I’m out here making dolls and doing my best to manage life.