Content: suicide discussion The day my internal levee broken I had been in a heated argument with the then CNA. After the argument I got
(CRSD) Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy Anxiety Chronic Pain I'm only human Lupus The People Behind My Eyes
This is where I am
I’m still safe but depressed. I wanted very much to tell my Psychologist Dr. D that no more CNAs will come to my home other
I recall my Oncologist / Hematologist in 2018 telling me, while I was in the hospital, that he was treating me with tiny amounts of
My world was moving too fast. It was spinning into a ball of fire. I had to try to stop reacting and start thinking. I’ve
This is a survivors blog. In it I type out my emotions then find the time to read over them. I read my last entry
My new CNA said she could look around my home and from that she knows all she needs to know about me. She has zero
We’re going to wait another 30 days to see if other treatments will further postpone dialysis. Heart block. Evidently the right and left side of
No CNA has been here in 4 days. She may or may not show up tomorrow, depending on how much drama goes on in her
I ccould not do this life without my friends. It would be unbearable. I was so sick for a few days that all I could
The Etsy shop is going on vacation. I doubt it’s permanent. I just need some time to adjust to some things and make room on